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help me i want to kill myself

Post by scarface » Wed Mar 11, 2009 1:22 pm

the people are happy but Im fucking poor. Ive lost money on the cac40 today. Im drinking I dont know what to do. my friends dont talk to me even my family because I ve no job. my only family are the forum on internet. I think im crazy. I go out the night with my old car. I think Im going to die. I want some help.

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Post by yumeyao » Wed Mar 11, 2009 1:32 pm

stop doing that. that's stupid.
you are endavoring, we all see your hard works here. maybe the forum or the internet can't pay you money, but you can harvest happiness when you help others.
the economy is really poor in this hard time, the number of people who've no job increases and increases. so don't be sad. others are fearing as well, so they may spend their all time and energy on working, having no time to talk to you.
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Post by scarface » Wed Mar 11, 2009 1:56 pm

Ive cleared a bottle of bordeaux. Im too tired to say anything. Im going to test my version of wmp and ie7 lite. if it works i will post that.

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Post by bober101 » Wed Mar 11, 2009 11:35 pm

hang in there,things always end up getting fixed on their own.a beautiful day always does look lest pristine with a pair of dark sun glasses on.
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Post by scarface » Thu Mar 12, 2009 12:41 pm

my head still hurts. I dont know what Im going to do. I even dont feel like making pack. Ive nearly finished the next version its great but still require test.

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Post by roirraW "edor" » Sun Mar 22, 2009 9:32 pm

scarface, I'm going through extreme bouts of depression so I can understand how you feel. I've turned off the ringer on my cell phone because I don't even want to hear it ring. I haven't been answering the door for a family friend who (unfortunately) tries to visit every day because he lives up the street. I returned phone calls to my girlfriend and to my brother, once I noticed that I had missed calls from them.

Also unfortunately, the only person I want to get closer to at times like these, my girlfriend, is going through her own depression and her reaction is the opposite.

Despite all this, I've been through so many bad times in my life, I know things will improve. Hang in there.
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